Let by gone be by gone.

Siti, I know you're upset with what had happened today. I know you're embarrased, humiliated, angry and etc. But remember, what happened was derived from your own mistakes. You deserve what you get today, you know thats true. Put the blame on yourself, accept it with an open heart. You're a normal human being siti, escaping from mistakes is impossible for you. So dont just make mistakes, learn from it. Thats how you get better. Not with demotivating yourself by feeling guilty because it will bring you no where. So make a change! Let by gone be by gone Siti. Remember that if no one listens to you, Allah does, and He will always. PS, your heart.