A day where everything goes well.

Alhamdulillah, everything went well today. I'm so happy. Really really happy. No words could describe, no picture could tell how glad I am. Shopping for your birthday presents, done. Watching a movie, done. Looking for our rings, done. Everything went well as planned. I'm so happy and satisfied. Thank you for making my day today syg. I just couldn't let you go. I nearly lose my breath watching you walk step by step away from me. Feeling like holding you tight and keep you with me. But I know I can't do that. I just feel a day is not enough to be with you :( But thats okay, I know we're in each other's hearts now :) Hold on okay baby? There'll be time for us, Insyaallah. I really believe in that. Have faith and hope too okay syg? Please, keep hold on to this relationship. No matter what the circumstances that we're gonna face, we face them together okay? There's only us in our world, no one rules our love life except for us. We're responsible for this. Lets end what we've started together okay syg? Stay with me until the end syg, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Syg, please remember that these rings are the reason why there's no end for our love. The reason why we're here, standing strong to be together forever.

Until the DAY comes.

I just wanna let you know that the only person I love besides my family is YOU. The only one who I'm looking forward to build a family with is YOU. The only who I want to serve and spare my whole life for is YOU. I may have taken some wrong actions due to the memories of the past but I admit, it was one of the biggest mistakes that I've done and I'm so so sorry :( I promise you, nothing like that would happen again. Ever! I won't leave you for no reasons. I promise with all my heart, insyaAllah :) Trust me. I really hope you would be able to forgive me and forget about the things that had happened. What's past is past okay baby? We should focus on our lives now. Keep on track to achieve our goals, make sure we have put all the effort to reach our objectives and others. I wanna be with you till my last breath. I love you! Until the DAY comes syg :)

Goodbye silently.

A letter that you would never know and wouldn't understand.

I've been saying things/facts to you which you always denied. Eventhough there's already proof, you still keep on disagree with me. Your action weaken my effort to make you realize how far beyond the limit that you've gone. I hate it when things didnt change though I've tried so hard. It has been so many years since I realize about this matter and it seems such a long time I've been doing this. I think it has reached the worse part and I've thought of the last resort. Im going off now. Imma stop thinking about you, your feelings and actions. Shut everything out off your life, completely everything! I gotta stop hurting myself. Imma follow what my heart says from now on. No more seeking for your attention. No more begging for your love. No more hoping for the dreams that will never come true. Looks like its over and its me to decide whether it is or not, not you. Your say is not important anymore. Do what you wanna do :) & oh yeahh, I wanna thank you for making me realise how stupid I was to even think that you should be my priority. Its the worse regret that I've ever felt thru out my life. & because of you, I ignored the most important person, who have always been there for me, support me thru everything, take care of me and give me the love that nobody has ever feel. Thank you for stopping me from keep on taking stupid actions for you. Imma concentrate on the important people only and to those who deserve my love. Trust me, absolutely, you're not one of them! :D

Fast Track to Degree AC220 :)

Assalamualaikum wbt to bloggers :)

Here, I wanna share something about my journey in accountancy. I've just finished my 3rd semester in diploma of accountancy (UiTM) and I applied for the Fast Track program. This program will bring me to 2nd semester of Degree of accountancy and it will save me a semester to complete Degree. At first, I never thought I'd be really interested in this program. I apply it just for the sake of knowing that my CGPA might have the chance to get the offer. Not quite interested actually. Hahaa. But then, on 15th of november, Alhamdulillah, I did get the offer for this program and I'll be doing it in Melaka. Actually, I really couldnt make decision on this, so what I did was solat istikharah (the best way to make decision) to decide whether I wanna go or not. After 3 days, again, Alhamdulillah, it helps me to make up my mind and I've decided to take the challenge! I believe its the best decision because it comes from Allah, I really hope so :) & to be frank, I do feel worried and scared but, we wouldnt know if we never try right? Although its risky, I still wanna try it and I hope I succeed! Cause as we all know, degree and diploma are wayyyy different! Yeahh. & what more this program? They'll be combining degree's and diploma's syllabus together, Gosh! I really I hope I could get thru everything. Insyaallah. & I really do hope the campus and the people there are niceeee. Insyaallah! So, I guess I gotta prepare myself, mentally and physically! Pray for me okay? :')

* So, Hello Bandaraya Melakaa! :)    

" Dear Allah, only You that I could count on. Only You know where I'm heading and how I'm doing in future. Please help me and guide me through out this challenge. I have no one else than You, I love You Allah. Help me, Your dishonorable slave. Im begging You :') "

A day with you :)

See the picture above? Your HEART stays with me sygg <3 and I'm sure mine is staying with you, there :)

On the 9th of november, another memorable day came in my life. I wanna thank you again, for giving me the loveeeeee. I was so happy yesterday for having the chance to be with you a whole day :) Though it wasnt enough for me, still :( But at least we got to spend time together right? Thank you for accompaning me till i reach my station. That was a very nice thought of you. Hehee. I love you so much sygg. I really cant let you go yesterday knowing that we're gonna be far away but I will never force you to stay cause I believe we'll be together someday :) You know what I mean right? Hehehe. Hope to see you soon my baby boyyyy. You're so cute and so hawtt! Raawrrrr :P 

P/S : Your loved one :)

The end of 3rd sem !

Assalamualaikum wbt everybodyyy :)

Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah swt, that I've actually done with my 3rd sem in UiTM S.I, Perak :) I got my result in my hand now. I've printed it and gonna keep it tightly in my file. Haha. Just wanna keep some memories of how I'm doing in previous years. Well, I have to say that I'm a lil bit upset but happy as well. This sem's result is not so satisfying but I'm so glad I didnt fail any subjects. Not even one, alhamdulillah. I was so afraid that I'm gonna fail my poor subject, cost accounting, but I didnt! So I was happy for that though not so happy with the over all result  :( Haihh. What to do? What's past is past. Its my fault, I admit. Its over, there's nothing could be done :( But I know I always have plenty of chances to make up for it. This result surely a reason for me to feel upset now but its absolutely not a reason for me to give up! I'll stand up tall and try to do better! Insyaallah :) Pray for me !