Sayang, i love you.

Sayangggg, while i'm writing this, you're asleep already. If only i could lie down beside you and whisper these words to your ears, it would be amazing! But i can't :( Well, though everynight we talk on the phone, I still wanna say this here, specially for you. So here it goes! :D I just wanna say that i love you so much. Every second, minute, day, week, month and years! I can't wait for us to be together. Seriously, you won my heart muffin! You amazingly and succesfully made me addicted to you, you bad boyyy :P Hehe. Sayang, you do know that my heart is just for you right? & for that, I hope you feel the same too. Sayang, I may not be perfect, beautiful, intelligent, kind-hearted and what not. But as far as I'm concern, i'm being me when i'm with you and i'm trying to be the best for you till the end of time. Lets hope that this love lasts forever ai? :) I wanna thank you for curing and treating me. I now realize that I'm fully recovered from the pain but getting addicted with the medicine. :) You're the cure and yet, you're the poison as well. How dangerous! Rawrr! hehehe. Sayang, i love you !

No need to discriminate others

Aku harap segala cacian yang dilemparkan kepada aku akan terkena balik pada batang hidung pemilik kata kata itu sendiri. Bukanlah tujuan membalas dendam tapi sebagai pengajaran. Jgn lupa, kadang kita di atas, kadang kita di bawah. Lain kali agak2 terasa nak caci orang tu, tanya diri sendiri tu dulu "siapakah aku utk mencaci org lain sedangkan aku pun banyak kekurangan?" sbb kadang2 kita rasa kita ni hebat, tapi tak hebat mana pun sebenarnya. perasan lebih. #peringatan bersama. :)

Result semester 2.

Alhamdulillah. My first result for Degree dah keluar :) Mungkin result aku tak sehebat orang lain tapi aku bersyukur sangat & puas hati dgn result aku. Sememangnya Allah tu memberi rezeki yang terbaik utk aku. To all Uitm students, congrats for your results okay? Yang DL tu, setinggi-tinggi tabik aku bagi. Good job guys ! :)

A beday on 1st Ramadhan.

Its just the best to know that my beday falls on 1st Ramadhan. Other people might not think its valuable, but it is to me. Knowing your beday is also your first day of fasting in Ramadhan. Wow! My luckiest and greatest beday of my entire life. It is the greatest beday present ever indeed! Thank You Allah. I will remember this moment till my last breath. Insyaallah. 21st July 2012 a.k.a 1st Ramadhan 1433. Yahoooo!

When frustration drives you apart.

Sorry, I just can't handle this. I'm too frustrated, disappointed and sad. I need time, I need strength. You know what? I told you that its not you who makes me feel this way, well actually, that's not quite true. I'm actually feel very very very disappointed in you knowing that you don't care about me AT ALL. It's not that I'm mad or hate you, but I do feel you're not so excited to see me. I don't even feel any effort made by you to see me. Yeah, you gave suggestion to me, that's true. But once I told you that there might not be any chance for us to meet, you don't even trying to please me or say something like "sorry, i'll make it up to you".  All you can say is just "alright, if that's what you wish". How could you say that? You don't even trying, you just give up like that. & another conclusion you made is just "I don't even blaming you for not having the chance to meet".  Do you think I do not understand what you meant? You're WRONG. I do understand that cruel statement of yours. Instead of you pleasing my heart, you asked me to not blame you right? How fantastic is that? Is that how you treat your woman after disappointing her? That's all you got? Wow. No wonder I'm TOO HAPPY now. I just don't understand. After all I said, especially in the message, all you got is to be quiet? You don't even reply them. Until I'm the one who have to call you and pampered you instead. Not just pampered but I apologized too. You are just too amazing isn't? I dunno why but seriously, I'm disappointed in you. You are my major disappointment. I just don't have the guts to say it to you because you're having your finals. I don't wanna burden you with this matter, so I decided to let it out in this blog of mine. I'm sorry. You just have to wait until this hurt cured. Take care.

Hancur sudah harapan. Rosak sudah impian.

Sedihnya hati biar Allah yang tahu. Haih. Dah la jarang jumpa, jauh pulak tu. Besarnya dugaan tu, Allah yang tentukan, aku tahu, aku sedar. Tapi kadang kala seksanya tak tertanggung dek badan. Kuat dan beratnya cabaran tu tak dapat aku tampung. Menangis siang malam, tak kering air mata, mata membengkak, celarunya hati, risaunya, sedihnya, kecewanya sangat kuat. Aku tak mampu berkata apa melainkan redha. Redha dan pasrah dgn segala ketentuanNya. Mungkin bukan kali ini, harap dimasa depan kita berjumpa lagi. Insyaallah.