Monday, December 26, 2011

Until the DAY comes.

I just wanna let you know that the only person I love besides my family is YOU. The only one who I'm looking forward to build a family with is YOU. The only who I want to serve and spare my whole life for is YOU. I may have taken some wrong actions due to the memories of the past but I admit, it was one of the biggest mistakes that I've done and I'm so so sorry :( I promise you, nothing like that would happen again. Ever! I won't leave you for no reasons. I promise with all my heart, insyaAllah :) Trust me. I really hope you would be able to forgive me and forget about the things that had happened. What's past is past okay baby? We should focus on our lives now. Keep on track to achieve our goals, make sure we have put all the effort to reach our objectives and others. I wanna be with you till my last breath. I love you! Until the DAY comes syg :)

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Goodbye silently.

A letter that you would never know and wouldn't understand.
I've been saying things/facts to you which you always denied. Eventhough there's already proof, you still keep on disagree with me. Your action weaken my effort to make you realize how far beyond the limit that you've gone. I hate it when things didnt change though I've tried so hard. It has been so many years since I realize about this matter and it seems such a long time I've been doing this. I think it has reached the worse part and I've thought of the last resort. Im going off now. Imma stop thinking about you, your feelings and actions. Shut everything out off your life, completely everything! I gotta stop hurting myself. Imma follow what my heart says from now on. No more seeking for your attention. No more begging for your love. No more hoping for the dreams that will never come true. Looks like its over and its me to decide whether it is or not, not you. Your say is not important anymore. Do what you wanna do :) & oh yeahh, I wanna thank you for making me realise how stupid I was to even think that you should be my priority. Its the worse regret that I've ever felt thru out my life. & because of you, I ignored the most important person, who have always been there for me, support me thru everything, take care of me and give me the love that nobody has ever feel. Thank you for stopping me from keep on taking stupid actions for you. Imma concentrate on the important people only and to those who deserve my love. Trust me, absolutely, you're not one of them! :D
 

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